i used the word ‘bujang’!lame of me but dila laughed..hehe
anyway,was chatting with dila and this whole im a -used to be- a bujang came up
GO AHEAD….READ IT…
p/s…some names had to be censored
the bujang post
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
omg la
washburn says: dummies says:
dah dah
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
omg laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
washburn says: dummies says:
aii….dah dah dah
washburn says: dummies says:
gi munim air teh panas
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
i drank barli tadi
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
omg. dah la this whole *toot* *toot* thing is killing me
washburn says: dummies says:
lol
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
now this
washburn says: dummies says:
what now?
washburn says: dummies says:
*toot* not *toot* cousin?
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
i have no idea
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
they damn close
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
jealousy i guess
washburn says: dummies says:
lol
washburn says: dummies says:
yes…jealously gets the best of you…or was it worse?
washburn says: dummies says:
i dunno
washburn says: dummies says:
anyway
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
i dont know =s
washburn says: dummies says:
believe that they are cousins
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
sigh
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
lol
washburn says: dummies says:
heee
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
the green eyed monster. need to get rid of him
washburn says: dummies says:
the what?
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
green eyed monster haha
washburn says: dummies says:
whats that?
washburn says: dummies says:
from sesame street ke?
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
LOL
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
no laaaaaa
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
you know when ppl jealous..ppl say, “i see the green eyed monster!”
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
ok maybe you dont know, thats why you asked
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
but anywho, green eyed monster is related to jealousy lah in a way
washburn says: dummies says:
ahhhaa…now i know!!!hey,im not good in this literature stuff english thingi
washburn says: dummies says:
ahhaa
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
its not even literature la!
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
its like in movies and books too sometimes
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
heh make up with him fast yea. you guys are like so cute together la
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
sakit i tgk you and him and ashikin and kenny
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
and i stand there, thinking if *toot* and i are ever gonna be like you both heh
washburn says: dummies says:
haha….well,theres another point proven..i dont read books and i dont watch movies that ofter..haha
washburn says: dummies says:
wait..thats 2 points proven
washburn says: dummies says:
aww….babe…..*cries*
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
hahaha
washburn says: dummies says:
dont la sedih
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
haha rindu la having a boyf
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
rindu snuggling cuddling all
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
we didnt even have our girl talk that we’re suppose to haha
washburn says: dummies says:
haha…at least u did have a boyf…i 5 tahun bujang tau..
washburn says: dummies says:
aww…now you’re putting me on a guilt trip
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
bujang LOL
washburn says: dummies says:
yeah!!!!
washburn says: dummies says:
bila nak buat lagi
washburn says: dummies says:
?*
washburn says: dummies says:
hehehe
washburn says: dummies says:
ye la..
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
i dont know la =S
washburn says: dummies says:
bujan…single….not taken
dilabobila ; skipping heart beats. says:
LOL
washburn says: dummies says:
heheh
well,thats the end of the i am-used to be a BUJANG post
hahah
total randomness indeed
Filed under: Bands, Blogies, Life, Live!, Non-sense talk, Pictures | Tags: The Click Five, Dila, amelia, kamzies, MTV Asia Awards, Panic at the Disco, The Script, Pussycat Dolls, Jared Leto, Karen Mok, shikin, louis, khai, alric, carolyne, christyne, joshua, Jabbawockeez, Jpey Zehr
so, MAA has come and gone…so fast..
But fist of all, i would like to thank ameera for the tickets…even though they were not genuine *coughs*fake*coughs*.
By now,some of you(only some) are pretty excited to read this post.but dont get your hopes high,I(well we) DIDNT EVEN GET THE CHANCE TO SEE THE RED CARPET, never the less, NOT EVEN STAND IN THE ARENA.
why you may ask?
well,the tickets that the certain someone gave were not genuine…it was more like scanned and then printed..frustrated indeed.
but to tell you the truth,after what i’ve been through with her,i somehow rather knew that this was gonna happen…i had a bad and good feeling about this trip up to genting…
but what the hack…even though we didnt get in,we still met a few celebs…and we (dila and i) took a picture with one of them too!
so let the drama begin with day 1(okay,it started way before,but i got to know it on friday)
FRIDAY, AUGUST 1 2008
joshua
We left around 11.30ish from my place.Dila’s dad picked me up.thanks dila’s dad. I woke up at 6am to make brownies.then rush to my pilates class then rushed backed home.packed my begs,bathe,ate and headed for Genting.
Arrive at Genting around 1ish or so.Check out the place,then Dila’s dad and kamzies went for friday prayers at a near by mosque(who knew genting had a mosque).Anyway,after that we went for lunch.then we decided to buy the bus tickets just incise its sold out..so all four of us went all the down to the bus terminal and i tell you,the women at the counter was being so BITCHY.
she was like “counter nak tutup.beli kat bawah”.and we asked her why and where.she didnt say why and she was like “beli dekat skyway”.kamzies asked “skyway to kat mana?”…and she just pointed around while menjeling…menyampah!*doing the menyampah motion i do everytime*
so we all went to the skyway,it turns out you gotta take the skyway down and then buy the tickets.but we didnt..malas.haha..anyway,while we were walking back from the skyway we saw BEN ROMANS and JOEY ZEHR from THE CLICK FIVE.adila was freaking out..i was like shocked.I called out bens name and he waved at me then continued his journey to the lifts.and behind Ben was Joey.Dila and I ran to Joey and literally beg him to take a picture with us…haha.so from then on, operation ‘STALK THE CLICK FIVE” was on.
Dila and I decided to hang around the lobby.yes,kena la buat muka tebal.haha..anyway,while waiting for the rest of the click five members,i went outside to check on kamzies.he slept in front of the hotel on the tembok.hilarious…then guess who i saw?!
KYLE PATRICK!!!!and beside him was JOE GUESE and behind them was ETHAN MENTZER.i ran into the lobby as quickly as i can and i left behind my camera…stupid right?anway,I TALKED TO KYLE..it went something like this..
me:KYLE KYLE KLYE…CAN I PLEASE PLEASE TAKE A PICTURE WITH YOU
KYLE: uhmm…maybe later...
then he smiled and walked away..then joe and ethan smiled too…haha
anyway,we even took a picture with The Script.and saw Pussycat dolls, Panic at the Disco, Jabba Wockeez, Karen Mok,Super Junior and Project E.A.R.
a very blur picture of PCD
a very blur picture of Panic at the Disco
a very blur picture of Super Junior
The Click Five!
god damn it.a very but cute picture of kyle
joey and ethan!
after that we went back(with Louis and Alrick) to the apartment.lepak…waited for shikin to come.then went for dinner.
SATURDAY, AUGUST 2 2008
woke up.mandi.then went for breakfast.met amelia and carolyne at macdonalds…bloddy expensive…the breakfast is around rm12!!!
we continued stalking the click five at the gate of the arena….basically,its where all the star arrive for their sound check-cum-rehearsal.
lets see, we saw JARED LETO. I only got a picture of his hat.when he came out,i had no idea who he was until someone shouted his name.i was like ‘this dude,i’ve seen him before.but what is his name?’
super junior
that my friends,is JARED LETO’S HAT!
anyway, we saw KAREN MOK,SUPER JUNIOR(again), THE SCRIPT….well, basically all the same stars we saw on the first day. But no Click Five. So we(dila,shikin,kamzies and I) decided to head back to the apartment to get ready while amelia and carolyne stayed back for The Click Five. and guess what?we missed them by a few minutes…DAMN!Pity adila and shikin, when amelia came back to the apartment with photos of tc5, both of them started crying…like seriously crying.tisk tisk…its okay babe,the next time they come we gonna do ‘Operation stalk click five’ again.
so went to the Pavillion around 2ish…Freaking women did not show up.Gave up hope.then a kind gentleman helped us out.he manage to get us till the gate untill this women said ‘IM SORRY.I CANT DO ANYTHING’…ahh….what the heck…we did try…Kamzies was being super optimistic..it was a bit annoying but it got me through.
So Me,Kamzies,Amelia,Carolyne,Alrick,Khai,Christyne,Jasmine and Kenny went to the theme park instead.
theme park mania
I never knew Kamzies was afraid of rollercoaster…he was cursing the whole way up on Corkscrew
Kamzies: oh fuck fuck fuck fuck.shit…holy shiiiitttt….fuck fuck…..AAARRRGGGHHHHHHHH……fuck fuck fuck…shit.shit…..ARRRGGHHHHH
Me: ahahahahahahahahaha…..
we then headed for the Pirate ship.Kamzies was being too cocky…he was like “okay,im gonna sleep throughtout the whole ride”…YEAH RIGHT!
The minute the ship started to hit the side of the wall thingi(okay,it made a freaky sound…like rubber rubbing against rubber) he started cursing again
Kamzies : Holy shiittt….what the hell was that?shiitt….
everyone started laughing…even the people in front of us started laughing and we had no idea who they were.Kamzies then started shouting to the kakak in the booth
Kamzies: Kak,kak boleh tolong perlahankan tak?boleh ar?terima kasih ar kak
and the funniest part is, the kakak was in a freaking glass booth..ahahaha..she didnt even hear what he said nor look at him…ahahahaha…
Kamzies: oh shiiitt….its getting higher…shitt…
ahahaa…pity pity.
after the ride ended,we all(including the people in front of us) clapped for Kamzies then the people in the line also clapped for him…..awkward but funny.
Later that night,while we were looking at the stars….
Adila: Kamal, so call wishing on a star will bring me luck
Kamal: hey, at least we did try.
Adila: You being too optimistic.i hate you
okay,im not sure whether she said that to me or to kamal.haha
SUNDAY, AUGUST 3 2008
nothing much went on.me and kamzies went and bought the bus tickets.ate at genting skyway,then adila and the rest came down.then headed back to kl.
THE END
totaly randomness
kamzies and kenny
shikin and dila sleeping
louis and kamzies, wake up!
KAMI!
ahahahaha
Filed under: Bands, Blogies, Life, Live!, Non-sense talk | Tags: MTV Asia Awards
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If you wanna see pictures and videos of Daughtry’s concert, you can visit my friends blog, Justin, Yik Hoong and Mynjayz, here, here, and here.
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so i sacrificed Daughtry for the MAA…no biggie
i figured it’ll be worth it since there will be much more celebs up in genting
but it wasnt easy getting permission to go for the MAA’s
this is how it went
*its story telling time.get your popcorn out,sit back,relax and enjoy the story*So, went to KLCC yesterday with mom and dad.Mom wanted to shop and boy,did she shop or what.
so we were heading to Isetan and it so happened we passed by a poll plastered with Daughtry’s face on it. me being a concert freak pointed at the poll with excitement.
‘Ibu!ibu!ibu!Daughtry’s playing tonite. Adila ajak ili pergi cause she got ticket’
“Ye ke?habistu,kenapa ili tak pergi?”
okay,by now,i thought she really meant that.
“Ili tak pergi cause i know you are gonna say no”
and she said “TAU PUN TAK APA!!!!”
and she said that in front of everybody.i was like malu.
sighs…but nevermind
so, after Isetan,we went jalan-jalan cari makan.
after dah makan,it was time for me to make my move.
‘Ibu,ili takut nak tanya ibu’
“Apa takut-takut nie.Cakap je”
‘Ibu,can i go for the MAA….
even before i could finish my sentence she was already shaking her head
“NO NO NO NO.you are already GROUNDED FOR A YEAR”
‘but bu..’
“NO!”
‘PLEASE….its at genting and im going up with dila.we all pay her for the room.ticket dah ada.please please please’
“No.you are already going for avril’s concert.nak pergi award ni pulak.which one do you want?”
‘but ibu,thats a concert.this is my first time going to an award show.its once in a lifetime’
“okay.kalau ili nak pergi,i will let you.but with one condition”
‘okay okay.whats the condition?’
“ili kena lap kereta ibu every week for the rest of the year”
‘what?every week?’
“yes.every week”
so we made a deal..like what my mom said,i’ll just have to wipe her car every week
ahhh…its worth it
i guess
Filed under: Blogies, College Life, Life, Non-sense talk, Pictures | Tags: assignments, exam, kamzies, MTV Asia Awards, Nana, The Click Five, ze long awaited blogpost
”Mother of all tuscanasion!!”
“Babe,stress!!!”
“Oh god,how to do this assignment”
“Habisla kita,kena marah nanti”
“Lesson learned,never do last minute assignment!”
So,that was basically going on in my life for the past 2 weeks…and yes,i know its been a month since i updated anything..come on,give me a break!
who knew culinary arts was going to be this C.R.A.Z.Y…so much paper work i tell you!!
so,the craziness has come and pass…now its more to crazy-cum-stress-cause-of-FINALS…
yes,finals starts this sat…i know what you’re thinking…FINALS,ON A SATURDAY?!WTF?!
im so scared for larder..god knows what topic i’ll be getting.hmm…please please let it be mushroom soup…
MTV ASIA AWARDS IS COMING UP.CANT WAIT TO SEE CLICK FIVE PERFORM..AGAIN….HEEE…YES,I AM STILL VERY MUCH A BIG FAN.
SOOOOO…………………
the other day, i went to OU with kamzies to watch SEPI…we wanted to go to cineleisure but wat-do-ya-know,my dad was there…again….the same thing happened!oh god!!
kan ada bulatan kat cineleisure tu,we were making the round-about when i spotted my dads car….gracefully parked at the side of the road with the blind-thingi up…
“oh my god!my dads here!!” i said
“what?!are u serious?!” kamzies said
“yes.damn it.we cant go the curve cause my dad likes to eat at marche alone” i continued.
yes,eating alone at marche…sad..but he does that for lunch when he has a meeting at the curve.
so basically,that was the same situation on monday.
pergi bulatan—nampak kereta ayah—-patah balik pergi OU.
sighs
SEPI WAS AWESOME…yes,this is my second malay movie i watch since BULI came out.seriously,its the best damn movie ever..people,ya’ll should go watch it.sedih..but awesome.kamzies is really into the ost instrumental song…he even translated the song into guitar cords!
TEMANKU,KEKASIHKU,SYURGAKU…
so sweet…aint it?
and i tell you ar,this boy,is crazy for wasabi….CRAZY i tell you…
we were eating at sushi zanmai and he took a BIG spoon full of wasabi…
big spoon full of wasabi+kicap=kacau-rasa-ohh pedas!!!!
“woohh…it went up my nose and into my brain!”
haha…itula,ambik lagi wasabi..ambil banyak lagi ye lain kali..
big spoon of wasabi+kicap
=kacau-rasa
so today,i went to nana’s house to practice butchery.yes,i got lost.hehe…anyway, we did butchery for an hour.fyi,my chicken somehow rather smelled bad.yes,i know the chicken is dead and its suppose to smell bad but nana’s didnt smelled as bad as mine did.
so as we were cleaning up,nana discovered something horrifying.
MAGGOTS!
YUCK!!
IN THE RUBBISH BIN!
she got so freaked out,she jumped up on the ledge-cum-chair.lol
“i hate maggots.their disgusting!”she shrieked
haha…she woulndt even come down until i threw the rubbish bin away.so cute yet so funny.babe,you’re funny!
and guess wat?!there were more maggots cocoon near the rubbish bin.like loads of it.brown in color..oval shape..disgusting.yeap!
so after the so call practice for exam,we ate at delicious.jalan-jalan sikit.
spotted éclairs on display.i wanted to see what was the filling inside and i accidentally bump my face into the glass shelf.LOL.nana laughed like a maniac….like there was no tomorrow
“omg.your facial expression was priceless.if only i had a camera i would have recorded it”..then nana continued laughing.yes,people were looking cause i was laughing like a maniac too.
then we went back to nana’s house and i went back home.
and finally,i went to ‘ze famous rasta’.nothing interesting about it.lol.but hey,i guess its a cool hang out place for teens.
thats all for now.i’ll be free as a bee after finals.wish me luck people.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
xoxo
washburnisagirl
credit goes to tropical.pete for his amazing photo.
Filed under: Blogies, College Life, Life, Non-sense talk | Tags: not melayu enough
so the other day i was browsing through my ipod and i just realize that something was missing from my list of songs…NOT A SINGLE LAGU MELAYU!
NOT AT ALL!!!
Lets see…english,english,english,russian,english,japanese,english,english and oh yeah,more english songs!
so i asked bebe to burn some cd’s with malay songs in it.
Monday
he passed the cd to me.
Tuesday
the cd was still in the same position i left it
Wednesday
still in the same spot
Thursday
got back from college.started to sing in malay..then i remembered…
“oh,i tak dengar lagi the cd melayu”
snl said : “a’ah la..you’re too english sangat”
and thats a fact!!hahaha…omg..im a malay that dont listens to malay songs!!im NOT MELAYU ENOUGH!DAMN!!
oh deary me….
i shall become more melayu FROM NOW ON!!
bring on the malay songs peeps!
then again….
Filed under: Blogies, College Life, Life, Non-sense talk | Tags: updates updates
right,its been a long time since i updated anything..so gonna do a short update on how i’ve been.
but first of all,to anyone thats been trying to view some of my previous post under the Previous Post Page,im so sorry i didnt know some of the links weren’t working.no worries,i’ve updated the Previous Post Page..heheeee
lets see,im moving on pretty good.not sure about the rest of them.
nana’s my babe
jason’s my protector
alex’s bugs me a lot and he’s my assistant
im in love with a boy you dont know
im stuck in a moment
i miss my best friend
i miss the whole gang
izzy is super duper funny
i spent my weekends watching JUNO and downloading the soundtrack on limewire
im addicted to the Juno song, Anyone else but you by The Moldy Peaches.their songs are pretty good.
got bullied by me seniors and jason+nana = DAMN!!
spent time with bebe
JUNO ROCKS!
went back to johor for a wedding.became the flower girl.i almost lost my sanity cause there was no internet connection.damn you hotel!why must the broadband costs so much??!!!!
cant wait for the click five concert
yes,even though im a rock fan,i still love these dudes in suits.
alright,i think thats pretty much it..now,did i left out anything?hhmmmm…..
oh,and yeah..sorry for the lack of updates.hehehe
if my cat could talk i think she would say
“SCRATCH MY BACK YOU IDIOT!”
“NO NO NO.NOT THERE.TO THE LEFT…OOOO…A BIT TO THE RIGHT..OH YEAH.THATS IT.THATS IT.”
“WHERE’S MY MILK?!!I NEED MILK NOT TAP WATER”
“COME ON,GIVE ME SOMETHING ELSE THAN WHISKERS.HOW BOUT SALMON?TUNA MAYBE?HALIBUT ANYONE?”
“HEY!!WOULD YOU LET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE.I NEED TO PEE…CANT YOU HEAR??!MOTHER NATURE IS CALLING ME!”
“STUPID HUMANS,CANT THEY SEE?IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO PLAY WITH THE STRING.BUT IT IS GETTING PRETTY ANNOYING.HEY!!STOP IT!STOP PUTTING THAT STRING IN MY FACE!!OH WHAT THE HECK,HERE I COME YOU ANNOYING STRING!”
“OH FISH STICKS.I CANT HOLD IT IN ANY LONGER.I NEED TO PEE…THAT WHITE RAG IN THE KITCHEN SEEMS A GOOD SPOT TO PEE….LA-DIDA-DIDA”
*sniff sniff* “OOOO…I….SSMMEEEELLL…….I SMELL KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN!YUMMY!!!!”
“I DONT NEED A BED TO SLEEP ON,ALL I NEED IS MY OWNER’S LAPTOP TO SLEEP ON”
“STILL NO MILK?!OH FISH STICKS!”
“I AM THE QUEEN OF THE HOUSE.YOU SHOULD SCRATCH MY BACK”
“ITS BED TIME.NOW,WHERE DID THAT LAPTOP GO??HMMMSSS”
“DARN YOU HUMANS!”
“MEOWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!”
ahha….yes,besides than being blacklisted by THEM(okay,its more like they are holding a grudge on me) i’ve been tagged by me bestie.
1. What is the most important thing in your life?
my family and friends and getting through college without breaking down into a million pieces,if you get what i mean
2. What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
a train ticket to Asia Jaya
3. Where do you wish to get married?
somewhere awesome
4. How old do you think you’ll be permanently owned by your lover?
im only 18,i should not be thinking about being “permanently owned by my lover” at this time
5. Are you in love?
*giggles*
6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Delicious by Ms.Read at Ou where i saw him
7. Name the latest book you bought?
Practical Cookery
8. What is your full name?
you dont need to know
9. Do you prefer mother or father?
hmm….both
10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
okay,i’ve been a fan of Avril since the day complicated came out,so obviously its gonna be AVRIL.
11. Christina or Britney?
eeekk,neither.
12. Do you do your own laundry?
Laundry as in my kitchen towels,yes,sometimes.my maid does the rest.
13. The most exciting place you want to go?
anywhere but here.
14. Hugs or kisses?
both
- my bestie
- a huge fan of Ryan C
-hates ashlee simpson
- Loud
-optimistic
8 things I’m passionate about
- MUSIC
- Culinary Arts
- Photography
- My family
- My friends
- Food
- and oh yeah,more FOOODDD
8 things I say too often
- Fuck
- Shit
- oh crap
- fish sticks
- helloo
- huh?
- what??
-damn it
8 books I’ve read recently
- i hate readings books except for cook books
- i do read magazines
-A book about Pasta
- Spin Magazine
- Jamie Oliver’s book
- Curtis Stone’s book
- A book about Italian food
-Family Cook Book
8 songs I could listen to over and over again
- All of Paramore’s songs
- Top of The World by All American ReJects
- All of Avril Lavigne’s songs
- All of One Republic’s songs
- Rule Breaker by Ashlee Simpson
- Little Miss Obsessive by Ashlee Simpson
- Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard
- 8 Easy Steps by Alanis Morisette
basically,every song on my ipod
8 things I learnt last year
- music is life
- learn to live with what you have
- dont take things for granted
- have faith
- shit happens all the time
- karma sucks
- things happen for a reason
- be optimistic even when you’re a pessimist
8 people you tag
~ Nana
~ Jason
~ Izzat
~ Faisal
~ Thiya
~ Dila
~ Khairi
Filed under: Blogies, College Life, Life, Non-sense talk | Tags: aint that some beautiful shit?
right now,Avril Lavigne’s song-so much for my happy ending is playing on my iTunes.the song is so…so….so……uurghhh.i cant even find the right words to describe this feeling.
IM SO BLOODY F**KING PISSED OFF RIGHT noowww,I JUST FEEL LIKE SLAPPING ANYONE THAT COMES IN MY WAY.
dah la budak-budak MLVK buat hal tadi in class,now him.IIISSSHHHHHH…i hate this.mother fuck those MLVK students.if i was given a chance,i would bitch slap their faces till berdarah.padan muka.its not today,but every single freaking week terutamanya masa nak clean up the kitchen.tolong pun tak nak.dah la one year senior.still got no clue what to do.what thee…….arrgghhh….i got so bloody pissed off i shouted at them.basuh….BASUH PINGGAN PUN TAK BOLEH!!!!!!!!i had to clean their mother fucking shit for them.ooohhh…just because im the group leader i have clean up your shit for you?hell no…clean you own mother effin shit up.im not your maid.
*sighs*
right,now i feel so much better.
Filed under: Blogies, College Life, Life, Non-sense talk, Pictures | Tags: amour, converse, Life
“AMOUR”
ahha.
thanks nana for the support.
people change and thats for sure.in the past 5 months,i think i’ve change about hmmm…..let see,3 times?.or so.i’ve been from a weirdo, to someone then to no one and now back to someone.i’ve never felt so lost before.i’ve never been pulled in so many directions.secretly,i think my dad still doesnt understand why am i taking culinary arts.i’ve been from happy to not happy and back to happy again.
current mood=seriously happy. 
and nana and jason knows why *winks*
updates on him,him and him.rite,the first him,he’s doing well.i guess.havent been talking much to him since that day he made that comment.just the normal “hello”,”hows life?” and “goodbye”.the second him,he told me if i see him at KDU for the next few weeks,i should runaway from him.dont worry him,I WILL!!!BETTER YET,IGNORING YOU IS JUST SO MUCH EASIER.dont cha think so?and now the third him,i hope he’s doing fine.i hope we’re still friends.i hope.
“everybody’s hurt somebody before,everybody’s been hurt by somebody before.and we’re just victims of love” Good Charlotte,Victims of Love.
and now my bahasa melayu.damn,malunya.Back in seconday school,i could say a whole sentece of bm and now i can only say one word.seriously,my bm dah teruk…….since the day i enrolled into college!why?why?i was talking to bebe the other day and he was talking in bm,so i tried talking in bm but i couldnt.I COULDNT EVEN SAY A SIMPLE SENTENCE IN BM!!malu,and im a MALAY!!that got a b4 for spm!!ahahaha…its funny cause i got b3 for agama.PN.NURSAITIK,I NEED YOUR GUIDANCE!!ahaha…maybe i should go back to secondary school to learn bm again!
and bebe,thanks for the converse!!i like it.LIKE IT.seriously.black and purple on the smae shoe!.my fav colors!bebe,you’re so sweet.now,i owe you something.
me converse!
thats all folks!
