Your dying will

what would you do if i told you that im dying?what would you do if your friend told you that she/he is dying?your best friend.what would you do?

will you treat her differently?or stick by her/his side till the end of time?will you?will you be there for her/him?i almost lost a friend to drugs and alcohol,and now im loosing you.what am i gonna do without you?therapy isnt enough and surgery isnt promising.

i’ve made mistakes that i regret so much.Mistakes that i wish i could take back and replace them with precious memories instead.i never thought that this would happen to you.and to me.but thats what the call life.dont they?

why?why cant it be someone else?

why cant these things happen to bad people?why you?why not me?we’ve been through a lot.you’ve been through a lot.

I want you to know,with everything i wont let this go.i wont let you go.

2 years.2 years.thats what they gave you,2 years my friend.time is running out.i wish i knew earlier.time is passing by.time is our enemy.

you came to me without any warning.and we became close.

i wish i had appreciated you more.and now i only have 2 years to make it up to you for the 13 years that was left empty.

you made me sad,you made me happy,you made cry and all the other things.

i want you to know,that im always,ALWAYS here for you.no matter what,no matter where.i’ll be there for you.i’ll there for you,my friend.

thank you for all the good times.thank you for everything.without you,i wouldn’t be alive.thank you so much.lets leave the past in the past and keep holding on to those precious memories.i’ll cherish them.

thank you my dear friend.